i am somebody who always wants a diversion from my usual self... somebody who, as much as possible, avoids any stagnation in my life... somebody who doesnt pretend to be somebody else... somebody who even tries to outrun any opportunity or probably an obstacle dat happens to come my way, tho i usually give up which, i musnt... somebody who despises falsehood and other pretenses... somebody who also tries to be serious in some ways but without wanting it i do d opposite... somebody who laffs so hard dat eventually makes the whole world stare at me or, if luckily, joins with me tho sometimes they didnt know d reason at all... somebody who is going gaga over some stuffs which i shouldnt be... somebody who is normal but oftentimes become abnormal or worst, become subnormal.... somebody who sometimes wishes to be dead by now and never to be seen again for rest of the centuries... somebody who believes in the law of gravity and in d higher power... somebody who deserves an inner peace sometimes... somebody who is sick and tired of other people's judgments... somebody who is easily become affected by a societal bandwagon....

watching sunset and raindrop drippings on a window, beautiful sceneries, making sketches, paintings, drawings, any art which depicts a fusion of calmness and chaos, cross stitch, childish stuffs, mystical thingies such as ghosts, oracles, witchcraft, tarot card reading, reading articles on lost worlds and civilizations and other real-life mysteries, part-time movie reviewing for YAHOO! movies, poetry, dogs, watching anime, listening to various types of music, collecting CDs, books, stuffed toys, scented candles, movie posters, photos

r&b, alternative, pop, acoustic, some classical pieces, and old time faves

frankenstein, house of the spirits, lord of the rings trilogy, shrek 2, harry potter 1&2, legally blonde, a beautiful mind, mona lisa's smile, ice age, lion king, monsters inc, toy story 2, frailty, signs, sixth sense, the village, count of monte cristo, a walk to remember, life is beautiful, queen of the damned, zoolander, catch me if you can, passion of the christ, spiderman 1&2, breakfast at tiffanys, an affair to remember, wuthering heights, like water for chocolate

BIBLE, CHEMISTRY BOOKS, AMAZING FACTS, THE PURPOSE DRIVEN LIFE, harry potter series, lord of the rings trilogy, da vinci's code, house of the spirits, memoirs of a geisha, bob ong books, ghost stories pocketbooks, song of solomon, lord of the flies, animal farm, a walk to remember, if tomorrow comes, the alchemist